Something we call it PERSISTENCE.

Something we call it DETERMINATION.

And something we call it SELF-TRANSCENDENCE.

 

So just flame your dream and shine your life.

Forever.

It's going to the end...

Gradually and unnoticeable...

So bad

Make me shiver

Feel cold

Think about too much things

Lack of bravery

Too reasonable mind

Always try to find good reasons to take action

 

I'm afraid I'm losing something I cherish

I'm in great fear

drank too much

talked too much

weak now

...

Yesterday, 1st edition of my graduation paper.

It took me about 10 days, a period of hard time.

Ten days before, I said to the old man that I could finish it before 20th and it's the second time that he made the telephone call to me.

I know he is concerned about my progress and I should also be responsible for him, making less trouble, though I still think it is a waste of time to focus on the paper.

Nonsense, without creation, without praticality.

Boring and falling into a depression.

Filled with complaint and easily angry...

 

Tomorrow afternoon, taking photos for graduation. Maybe in a raining day.

I think I should be happy because it's coming to the end.

But I wonder whether it is some kind of leaving or just being deserted.

Who knows!?

 

Endless problems to deal with, one by one.

Some are obvious, some are hidden.

Then coming the doubt, "How can I pass through?"

Step by step, maybe.

The attitude is also very important.

Sometimes the enemy comes from the inside horro, deep in heart.

How about the coming vacation for Tomb Day?

Got no idea.

 

Mission completed.

 

Rambo was then asked,

 

-- "How will you live?"

 

-- "Day by day."

 

That's it. Simple and serious.

A dream last night.

Do you believe your dream?

Do you believe what you have seen in your dream?

Any indication?

Any hint?

About past, about future, maybe.

 

 

 

 

 

 

It's easy to fall down, hard to stand up.

Every step or question in life seems to be some kind of choice.

Where there is a choice, there is a conflict.

No hesitation, please.

No perfection, please.

Restart from the beginning?

Impossible.

Restart from next mondy.

I know the problems we are confronting now in most southern provinces because I'm in AnHui and I saw what happened here and I can imagine what happened in other provinces. Heavy snow, and we can say crazy snow in most places, made most of the electricity power in a dangerous status. Freezing made things even worse and I could hear the weird sound coming from the transferring line of power station, making people feel nervous. Soldiers and common people are trying their best to fight against the fierce snow as well as ice. Accidents happened at every second while efforts are made to reduce the danger. I'm moved at the words what premier Wen said at the train station in HuNan. Understanding, patience and cooperation are what we need now to resist the disaster brought from the nature. However, we need deep thought on why we have met so difficult situation. After all, it is people who suffer from the most at this moment. Bless all who are fighting at the front and those who want to go home.

 

I'm coming back.

 

Written at 19:30, 29th Jan, 2008, BengBu, AnHui.

Because I didn't make a good plan for getting on the train on time.

However, I 'm not so sad for there is no sitting space but standing room only.

And I changed the date today. Still, just standing room...

Hi! Nice to meet you for the first time in 2008.

Lightly, you came, white, bright and pretty.

Where have you been before?

How is everything going?

I wondered.

 

It's so happy to eat and drink with you.

 

New year is coming now and we are going to say goodbye to 2007.

No matter what happened in the past year, I just remember the happy time.

For me, new year means a new start and happiness will continue.

I believe everything will go well in the next year although there may be difficult time, tough situation or something else.

Take it easy and enjoy life.

Hello 2008 and bless all.

For all~

 

Goodbye.

 

Sorry for just asking your name before you were leaving on 11th, Dec.. I should have done that when we first met on 30th, Nov..
However, it's really nice to meet you.
Ten days staying together is a short time but we have done so much work. Just like what you have said, an efficient team.

 

Sometimes you were a teacher of mine. I learned a lot from your carefulness and your experience.
Sometimes you were a brave warrior and your insistence impressed me. You've got a cold, but you didn't stop for a rest. What's more, your injured right hand never became an excuse for slow progress. Fortunately, we shook our right hands finally.
Sometimes you were just like a vivacious young girl, screaming, laughing and also being angry. You told me that you were telling "fairy tale" when you have said something wrong because your name S. has the same meaning of it. Maybe you are the fairy in the fairy tale.

 

Thank you. Thank you for your cooperation, your patience and your encouragement. It's very easy for me to understand your idea for your clear pronunciation and expression. It's so bad to get your "sorry" after I finished speaking what I thought has been well expressed. Perhaps I was telling fairy tale, too.

 

...

 

Good luck. May god bless you and your fairy tale.

 

 

 

Six days busy for something

One day idle for nothing

 

Incurable

Because I am the doctor